I fucking promised! I promised you fucking forever and you just don’t even believe it. Don’t want to get your “hopes too high”? Than why the fuck are you with me?! You have no hope in us and I swear it’s getting to me too. It destroys me that you have no hope for this at all… It really hurts cause I work so hard to try to make it work. I try to make you happy and I try more than anything to keep you for my own. I love you.

I love you so much. Always and forever.